Sometimes, I'd honestly like to personally think that there's actually something wrong with how others feel about me. Every environment that I'm in, there's always this feeling where I want to get to know somebody without even trying to be friends with them but they would never take the chance to even do it.
A thing that I'd always like to understand ia: Why do people show themselves to be nice but when you try to test their positivity, it's completely against what they're expecting everyone to think about them? Think about those popular people that you've initially met when you and them were little. They suddenly become popular and all of a stiffen they don't speak to you anymore but their lives advertise to others that they're friendly and that they want friends.
I have this situation happen to me every single day of my damn life. When on the Terarria Community Fourms. Even to those popular people that they would cherry pick certain people to be friends with and won't take any second against other people. I won't go naming people because that's just innapropirate for me and will definitely cause arguments and the moderators don't want that on here.
Maybe it's because I'm rather statistical and take things seriously? Or that it's just that absolutely nothing is interesting about me? I don't want to flaunt in anyway, but I'm built compared to everyone else you're interested in, and a lot of people dislike those that are built different. My ideologies about everything everyone likes are different, my taste in gaming is unique, I don't know much about the internet-- all of these attributes to normal people would just believe that I'm just a boring ahh person.
As much as it would be happy to mention this to me, I don't imagine that ever happening because nobody checks other people's signatures. But if you by any chance see this, come message me about it. Maybe I can get to know you a little better. If you'd actually want to do that, I guess. I'm not really great at social.