Esther
Stardust Pillar
I'm a bit frustrated because google is not helping me fix a problemhow are you both?
oki
I'm a bit frustrated because google is not helping me fix a problemhow are you both?
oki
onoI'm a bit frustrated because google is not helping me fix a problem
?ono
honestly I would say I'm doing bad
But I don't think u guys should use da reaction to it
I can explain why if u want
Okayono
honestly I would say I'm doing bad
But I don't think u guys should use da reaction to it
I can explain why if u want
Goodhow are you both?
oki
I assume that means that you're wondering why so...
oh...I assume that means that you're wondering why so...
I found dis vid
And while I know each video they do they say "this is not supposed to be a diagnosis", but I still saw it and sort of related to it
So basically what I'm saying, is that each time I said "I don't know", I was just doing bad but... being lost I guess1. "Being alive, but not living"
the video basically just says that you cut yourself off from things you enjoy..
I sort of related to this by me well... not RPing in anywhere that's not here
And it also said that it might hurt others around you, and so I thought of you, which you worried about me alot when I stopped posting or when I stopped RPing
2. "Being disproportionately sad or angry"
It means what it looks like, and I'm not entirely sure how to explain it but, I can sort of relate to it
3. "Replaying the situation over and over"
This happens with pretty much anything that mentally hurts me
4. "Self growth being stunted by fear"
I have the same reason for this as #1
5. "Sleep schedule? What sleep schedule?"
I usually stay up super late
And who knows, maybe I'm connecting strings that aren't meant to be connected, but at least I feel like I'm understanding it more
Though I do admit, I still have some feeling that I'm just "overreacting"
the reason why I said to not use a sad reaction on hereoh...
Might've not been shown well so here's the reason for ithonestly I would say I'm doing bad
But I don't think u guys should use da reaction to it
I can explain why if u want
And who knows, maybe I'm connecting strings that aren't meant to be connected, but at least I feel like I'm understanding it more
I'm sorri*worried sad noises*
stillI'm sorri
If anything, I feel like I'm doing slightly better
Again, I'm sorristill
Yeswell uh...
Do u have any new lore?
YeyYes
Only a little bit though
yeYey
Also did you notice my PFP?
I also made another Picrew based off of Elemental
oofI also made another Picrew based off of Elemental
I think I failed
just the final upgrade for light magic because I was able to remember it last night and wrote it down in a notebookAlso what's your new lore?
:0speaking of lore, I apparently helped Doodles with naming da magic of his lore world
I can show itoof
just the final upgrade for light magic because I was able to remember it last night and wrote it down in a notebook
:0