Single Thread RP The Last ROLEPLAY Post Wins

 
Esther said:
(
View attachment 458325View attachment 458326View attachment 458327View attachment 458328View attachment 458329View attachment 458330View attachment 458331View attachment 458332View attachment 458333View attachment 458334View attachment 458335View attachment 458336View attachment 458337View attachment 458338View attachment 458339View attachment 458340View attachment 458341View attachment 458342View attachment 458343
)
Click to expand...
(...Taking a break means log out, maybe even turn off your internet, for a week. 168 hours.)
(All you have done is hide. You hide from life, you hide from your issues on here, what you need to do is get the help and support you need as this will not last forever, and I do honestly fear for you and what you will do when TCF is no longer able to be part of your life. You can't expect this all to last forever. You need to stop using your characters as shields and go stop yourself, look in a mirror, and start thinking about you and your life outside of the internet.)
 
1000-THR “Earthmover” said:
(Esther.

READ THIS.

Listen to me, please. If you do one thing for me in your entire life from now on, I want it to be you taking what I'm about to say, and internalizing it.

YOU NEED TO WORK ON YOURSELF.

Esther, you are careening down a :red:ing mountain and doing nothing to try and stop yourself. You have been digressing further and further, and it sounds like, from what I've heard, pulling further and further in. You are not going to find whatever fulfillment you're looking for on here. I tried to for a while, and I assure you that this place will NOT do that for you. If you put all of your time into this place, it will NOT give you equal returns. The forums are meant to be fun and relaxing. They are a hobby. Esther, you've made the forums a LIFESTYLE. You spend far too much time on here. While being on here is not inherently wrong in the slightest, trying to spend the amount of time on here that you do is wrong. You may think that your short breaks will help, but even on your breaks you're thinking about this place. You have built your whole life around this silly website, and that is mental illness. I don't know if you realize that you have a problem, but you do. I have tried probably more than a dozen times to gently and softly get this point across with as much padding as I could muster, but it has done naught. Esther, if I have to tell this without any holding back to get the point across, then I will;

YOU HAVE AN ADDICTION TO THE FORUMS.

Please, for your sake, please please PLEASE take a break, and that doesn't mean a day once a week and a few hours some other times, that means NO forums for a week, or even better, a few weeks. You have become dependent on these forums for a lot of things, and if I had to reckon a guess, that's why you feel so busy, because you're always doing something on here, and you get no more than a fleeting hint of satisfaction or humor when you're here. You need to learn how to live without a screen again. I'm not saying this to be some parent, and blaming technology for our youth being messed up, no, I'm blaming YOU for getting messed up. Technology is.. somewhat neutral, in my opinion. The forums, for example, I would say are neutral, if not a good thing, but when you let this silly internet forum take over your entire life, that is on you.

Esther.. WE CARE ABOUT YOU, I care about you. I feel sad and worried for you a lot, and honestly, I'm starting to feel calloused towards your pain, that's why I think I've worked up the balls to type this whole mess out. I care about you, and that's why I'm not being nice about this anymore. I want you to change, and if that means you end up hating me for being an :red:, then I would still gladly repeat my choices in a heartbeat.

If you don't think you can do this alone, then talk to your parents about it. From what I've seen, it seems you have a good relationship with them, and I'm sure they'd love to help holding you accountable for trying to improve with this issue. We are here to help once you do come back, and we will be cheering you on throughout this whole process.. if you choose to commit to this.

I'd like to challenge you to take two weeks without opening the forums, I'm not asking you to change your whole life, to pick up a new sport, make new friends, or anything like that. Just take two weeks off of the forums to focus on other things in your life.. and maybe stay away from screens totally.

... I'm sorry that it got to this point.. but I'm done watching you do this to yourself.

Take care of yourself. We need you to.)

(To anyone else reading this.. I'm sure you could pull some value out of some of these points too.. if you feel like your time here is becoming worthless.. I suggest the same thing.)
Click to expand...
(bump so you get the extra notif Esther.)
 
(...)
(You guys don't understand me.
I just have nowhere else to go, nothing to do. Most of my friends are here and nowhere else.
This is still a hobby, just one of my mains.

I'm not logging in on my phone anymore. I'm just not. Logging in is enough trouble on this thing.
A week isn't happening anytime soon, you people are my only friends aside from two or so people.

If you want me to request a ban on my account, tell me, but I will take it seriously.)
 
Esther said:
(...)
(You guys don't understand me.
I just have nowhere else to go, nothing to do. Most of my friends are here and nowhere else.
This is still a hobby, just one of my mains.

I'm not logging in on my phone anymore. I'm just not. Logging in is enough trouble on this thing.
A week isn't happening anytime soon, you people are my only friends aside from two or so people.

If you want me to request a ban on my account, tell me, but I will take it seriously.)
Click to expand...
(Who exactly do you consider to be your friends here?
As most people you seem to just say they hate you.)
 
(hmmph maybe it's best that we move away from that.)
(if it become an issue in the future then I refuse to comment again because I've made my point.)
(Aside from that god damn it I just cannot find the time to constantly RP hhhhhhhhhhh)
 
Dark would begin to feel a slight pain in his head again..

"{.. Just a reminder to vent your Coral soon.. it's building up again.}"

"{You'll likely have to do it every few hours.. sorry..}"

Avari would pause for a moment.

"{Dark.. can we talk about something?}"

"{.... How much are you willing to lose if we want to win this war?}"
 
V1..? said:
Dark would begin to feel a slight pain in his head again..
Click to expand...
Dark groans softly in his sleep, but still remains asleep.

V1..? said:
"{.. Just a reminder to vent your Coral soon.. it's building up again.}"

"{You'll likely have to do it every few hours.. sorry..}"
Click to expand...
<It's...no worries.>
<Not...much more to deal with than Xard at times.>

V1..? said:
Avari would pause for a moment.

"{Dark.. can we talk about something?}"

"{.... How much are you willing to lose if we want to win this war?}"
Click to expand...
<...>
<What kind of things are we...talking?>
<...>
<Because I'd sacrifice myself before I let any of my friends get hurt.>
 
Mecha_Twitchy said:
*He looks shocked, or attacked.*
"I would never! I'm not that hungry, and I know how to find my own food."
*He thinks for a bit.*
"I'm not that big am I?"
Click to expand...
"..You're uh...about twice Draucon's size..."
"And I thought he was big.."
[I think that's about right, yes? At least 6ft? I forget Hessian's height.]
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top Bottom