After I recovered another student wanted that I explain the whole lecture he just attended. However he did not understand "I have no time at the moment" and "I have to get the metro.". Also he asked me at night to send him just the solution to a task he postponed so much. In the library we met and while explaining him I saw he was PC illiterate and could not divide by 1 without calculator. Because that student harassed me often I blocked him everywhere.
The block happened on Dec 08. At that date I had with my youth centre and 4 other institutions from the city a BBQ session that luckily went without rain. There was a motorcycle club, a dancer club and an african drum club from what I remember. There we drummed, ate BBQ and went later in to watch dancers. At that day the trains striked but luckily my parents brought me there by car.
The next day, on December 09, it was supposed that we with my drawing course from the youth club go to some kind of culture house in Essen to meet with other drawers. However everyone but me had other appointments or was ill. But that did not stop me from taking the bus 143 and then the train RE 14 to Essen to go there. The entrance cost there 9€ as a guest, a good cost for nice atmosphere and juice/water flatrate.
In there I met new people and drew and talked for 5 hours straight, from 1 PM till 6 PM. There we talked about drawing, cosplaying, studying and similar. A person had a friend who was on their 19th semester studying since 2014 one lecture at a time. A bit later anotherbperson from my drawing course arrived. I remember being there 4 years ago with my drawing course butbdue to the corona chaos the workers forgot it. Some days later I calculated that if I come 4 times a year a membership would not be more worth. To my calculations I would have to enter that place 60 times per year to make a membership cheaper than guest passes.
A week later, on Dec 16 I was with the drawing course of my youth centre at a christmas market in Mülheim. The theme was the Medeival ages since the place was at a castle. There I ordered a half meter long sausage and on another seller some alcohol-free mulled wine which was essentially fruit tea. Then we watched an act of the nativity scene. That was spoken in Middle German, the grandfather of the German language we know. It sounded like Dutch. The angels and socially higher standing people there spoke Latin.
The day after I got the flu of which the main symptomes lasted again 3 days. While the flu my psyche had short circuitted and did not remember anything. My parents said I was super aggressive and muttered false statements about me like saying I would do things I never would do and was apparently about to say the A and F word. Also what I did in the rush is apparently to write my thoughts in Russian language down. When hearing that I thought "What the
was wrong with me, I would never do such things in real life!!!". My mother informed my autism specialised psychotherapist about that and soon I will write him an e mail too. TLDR the flu hit me somehow strangely harder than corona.
The 2 following days I snorted out like 2 liters of nose snort slime liquid (I do not know the English word for that) but otherwise could go to the uni. On Friday, Dec 22 the nose opened and in my youth centre we watched in the drawing course a film while drawing. I was nervous about the trip 3 hours away to some friends of my parents due to that there we celebrate New Year.
The trip goes from Dec 27 2023 till Jan 02 2024. On the first day we were in Mainz and Wiesbaden and in Mainz we visited the Mainzelmännchen. These Mainzelmännchen originate from the German TV channel ZDF. Due to laws ZDF must include ads but clearly separate them from the show and within eachother. That inspired ZDF to invent the Mainzelmännchen. Now I have plushies of all 6 of them.
Then till Dec 31 we did little things, so I became a bit aggressive due to that I cannot relax the same way average people do. I had always to have some kind of brain or body stimulation like walk or write. That may be connected to my autism since in my light form of autism it is just like my brain is built internally differently (like the difference in x86 and ARM architecture in CPUs).
On December 31 we went to a concert of the band STOMP. They used as instruments daily things like brooms, trashcans and suitcases and made music noises. The show went 2nhours with no pause but I was in such flow that the time flew fast. After the concert we exited the location like we eould have robbed a bank. This was for that we don't get stuck in the traffic jam.
Then I became somewhat tired at 10 PM since I am an early bird but managed to stay awake till New Year at 12 AM by drinking much water while we prepared the food. Then when eating at 11 PM I saw my inner aggressions, which I managed to contain, came from that I forgot to eat another time after 3 PM. During that week I sometimes just forgot to eat. When new year came I first watched a bit the fireworks then sent "Happy New Year" to all my WhatsApp contacts and groups.
I sent in the uni groups the year 2024 as "0b11111101000" since I study something in the IT field. In one group some apparently called me the B word for saying it in binary since after my greeting there stood suddendly "Message was deleted by admin +49...." many times. Then at about 12:40 AM on Jan 01 I went to sleep and awakened 7 hours later and was fit enough to write this today and do many other things.