Mine tend to be pretty huge and sudden. Once I can feel ty and suicidal, to then be happy and come to anger later. People who know me well enough are aware of that, but I can't really predict when that happens. I need to always do something, so it doesn't break me.
I don't think I am ever depressive, despite most people thinking I am. I just feel angry and hateful from time to time, as I feel right now. Depression is mostly associated with sadness, which I barely feel.
Every once in a while, I realize how much my efforts have failed. I still don't think anyone gives a about me. I'm still not included in anything. The girl I like pays more attention to a boy. I've tried. So hard. I've lost.
Every once in a while I get overwhelmed with hatred for the human species and want to end it in a single strike. Even though I have people I love, I think they're better off not living at all than living alongside rotten people, sharing the air they breathe. I'd love to put an end to this species. This is true justice.
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