Hie the Badger
The Destroyer
I've been working retail for a paltry 2 years now. I originally planned to only be there one year before moving on but that just hasn't happened. I was going to also write about what I experienced there but I just stopped giving a 
so we are left with pulp like this.. so here are the things I have experienced physically while working this "job".
Starting from what happened today. This is pretty much every time I get home from work. I can barely walk. My knee pain can be taken care of with turmeric and one or two pain pills but the worst is that I simply cant actually walk properly anymore. Just got back from a smoke and I had to use the walls to help me walk both ways. I am constantly tired all the time and it doesn't matter if I get 5 hours of sleep or 10. Nothing really gets me going besides an unrealistic amount of coffee.. and turmeric. Energy drinks do nothing, energy drinks AND coffee pills do nothing. A few of my more questionable concoctions.. nothing.
And you have seen turmeric come up a few times now. Used to it was just a simple pick me up for every now and then. Now I cannot function what so ever without a haphazard mix of turmeric, protein milk, and coffee. I need more protein in general lately or else I cant feel like I've eaten anything, that and eating bigger meals. Haven't gained a pound more from this. In fact I've actually lost a few pounds.
I cant sleep when I need to anymore. Leisurely time has become a holy activity and anything that interrupts it makes me extremely irritable and on edge. That includes sleep. Plus my sleep schedule is beyonded because of all the *random* hours I have to work each day. Now, even reality is unstable for me. I see things the way I've never seen them before. At least the researcher in me is intrigued.
I feel like I cant / there's no point in escaping it.
so we are left with pulp like this.. so here are the things I have experienced physically while working this "job".Starting from what happened today. This is pretty much every time I get home from work. I can barely walk. My knee pain can be taken care of with turmeric and one or two pain pills but the worst is that I simply cant actually walk properly anymore. Just got back from a smoke and I had to use the walls to help me walk both ways. I am constantly tired all the time and it doesn't matter if I get 5 hours of sleep or 10. Nothing really gets me going besides an unrealistic amount of coffee.. and turmeric. Energy drinks do nothing, energy drinks AND coffee pills do nothing. A few of my more questionable concoctions.. nothing.
And you have seen turmeric come up a few times now. Used to it was just a simple pick me up for every now and then. Now I cannot function what so ever without a haphazard mix of turmeric, protein milk, and coffee. I need more protein in general lately or else I cant feel like I've eaten anything, that and eating bigger meals. Haven't gained a pound more from this. In fact I've actually lost a few pounds.
I cant sleep when I need to anymore. Leisurely time has become a holy activity and anything that interrupts it makes me extremely irritable and on edge. That includes sleep. Plus my sleep schedule is beyond
ed because of all the *random* hours I have to work each day. Now, even reality is unstable for me. I see things the way I've never seen them before. At least the researcher in me is intrigued. I feel like I cant / there's no point in escaping it.
