Zallaraxium

Part B: So my sleeps been a bit in and out up and down and thus my moods been a bit swingy and Ive been a bit emotional and anxious, I wont burden myself on you guys, dont worry, but know if I say something that offends or upsets you, or if I sound very OOC, thats why, and if I do piss someone off, I'm sorry, my heads not right at the moment.

Part A: Just a personal update, had a bad night a few Sundays ago and my Phenergan 25mg which i take two of every night as it helps sedate me and help me sleep ran out, so I had use Nytol herbal medicine as a subtitute for a week which helped in some ways but not much in others, but sleep has been a bit up and down, but I got my Pheneragn back last Sunday but on 10 mg x5 a night as the 25mg has still got a shortage.

Only one day of August left, the next SOTG should not be too faraway now, also nice MineCraft Snapshot 23w35a dropped, which updates some libraries and fixes bugs, even small things like that make me happy and aside from the Beano I look forward to the next weekly Snapshot.

Does anybody know the difference between the Flat and Superflat Terrain Generation in the Advanced World Generation mod, I cant see any differences, and its been bugging the hell out of me.

Also please understand I am fighting depression, anxiety and emotional instablity from losing my Grandad 2 years ago, and my uncle last year, so Ive been VERY sensitive and up and down, so as a head's up please dont be too hard on me if I do something out of place or if I accidently upset you all.

Hey guys, just wanted to let you know, that I generally like to mess around and joke, so please dont take anything I say too seriously if it seems upsetting or annoying, I'm just trying to have fun in my own way and not to upset troll, or annoy others.

you mean a lot to me

Urgh, theres a bloody spider in my bedroom and its been freaking the hell out of me, making me scream and shout, I love spiders, but as I am arachnophobic, understandably I am terrified of them.

I may be on and off here, because of one my family members needs an important operation for something not too dangerous right now but serious, all I'm gonna say, but I am very up and down and worried and anxious, so please be VERY careful me right now, as I am extremely sensitive and prone to emotional triggers, which may cause emotional breakdowns.

Good god, theres a user named Antidisestablishmentarianism now, thats gonna be a mouthful to spell and speak. Also we are officially at 200,000 members now, woot woot.

RIP, Leinfors, I hope you are at peace in the afterlife, thanks for everything, dude, and for making me laugh too with our short interactions.

Guys, were so close to 100k threads now, and 200k members.

Folds arms with his hands together. *HMMM!*

Doing the fishing quests are challenging and repetitive at times, but I think they are fun and enjoyable, I like fishing in this game, always have since pre 1.3, but Im almost done getting the Zenith on the PS5 console version now as I am only missing the Enchanted Sword, also Im slowly working on getting the Shell Phone, and my next pet project is getting the Ankh Shield which is a fun task.

Started a fresh play through of Terraria on my PS5 a coupe of days ago in Journey Mode and beat it in about 2 to 3 days, trying my hand at fishing now, its challenging but fun.

Been a while hasn't it, well gonna be updating my avatar now.

Note to self, when exploring an Ancient City do not piss off or tease the Warden, that is a really stupid idea.

Specifically my dream was at the funeralcare place where his body was kept before the funeral, and were there that day in October when we went to see him in my dream, it's bad enough I'm still up and down emotionally after my emotional turbulence which isnt as bad this time around, but my sleep patterns still not back to normal, and I definitely do not need to be reminded of losing Grandad.

Hey guys, it's been a while, I'm 32 now, my birthday was yesterday, I had a good one, I had a meal out at Nando's for lunch and went shopping but just spent time with my family, though today, I've been feeling really down in the dumps, my sleep's getting back to normal after the police came knocking about an acquaintance of mine, but the weathers been rubbish again, and I had a sad dream about my later Grandpa Tom.

Also for the record I generally behave myself and am pleasant and going I make jokes that might make someone taken aback but nothing offensive or that don't worry, but yeah if I for some reason say and act a bit more rude and harsh or even aggressive or out of character, please don't take it seriously and I hope you can forgive me, I am not as bad as I was 6 months ago thankfully.