PeanutButterSquid
Terrarian
This is a serious and possibly very personal discussion, so don't feel like you have to share.
So basically this is a thread about saying what you wish you could change about yourself if you had to change anything, this could be anything, like personality, appearance, health or something like that.
to start I'll say something
if there was one thing, it would probably be that I'm waaay too self conscious about myself, and will get extremely embarrassed at things. This prevents me from taking some risks, and actually being who I want to be. With my family and close friends, I feel like I'm actually at least a bit myself in personality, but with strangers and people who are only acquaintances I default to polite mode. I can get so self conscious that even in completely anonymous situations I can refrain from something that I actually wanted to do, and even be extremely embarrassed at stuff I did before. I also make sure to make my appearance seem as normal as possible, even though I know it doesn't matter that much. I even just removed the sentence that went there because I am so self conscious no joke. Was almost about to remove that last one too actually. Because of this I envy people who say and do what they want and don't fear people judging them.
wow that was personal, anyway that was me, what about you.
So basically this is a thread about saying what you wish you could change about yourself if you had to change anything, this could be anything, like personality, appearance, health or something like that.
to start I'll say something
if there was one thing, it would probably be that I'm waaay too self conscious about myself, and will get extremely embarrassed at things. This prevents me from taking some risks, and actually being who I want to be. With my family and close friends, I feel like I'm actually at least a bit myself in personality, but with strangers and people who are only acquaintances I default to polite mode. I can get so self conscious that even in completely anonymous situations I can refrain from something that I actually wanted to do, and even be extremely embarrassed at stuff I did before. I also make sure to make my appearance seem as normal as possible, even though I know it doesn't matter that much. I even just removed the sentence that went there because I am so self conscious no joke. Was almost about to remove that last one too actually. Because of this I envy people who say and do what they want and don't fear people judging them.
wow that was personal, anyway that was me, what about you.