I've thought of a bit more. The way people always seem to put me down for enjoying learning and the video games I play. Those are the few subjects I can seriously invest myself in and my best way of communicating amongst those like me and people seem to think I'm weird or something for being different. Be social, go out to parties, practice sports, they say. Why the hell should I bother trying to learn something I really don't care about? What I'm actually invested in is put down multiple times until I can't bear it and I do what they wish. Then I'm yelled at for being sluggish and not caring about it.
that. Excuse my rant.