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You know, working on suggestions was a lot easier when I didn't know about the concepts of balance and statistics. I got so much done. May 26, 2019
- Bry-ccentric was last seen:
- May 26, 2019
- Lone Land of Loning
<continuation from the profile post. just a heads-up: yes, this is me having a mental meltdown again. if you want nothing of that, make your way outta here, stat>
- Re-Logic Games Owned:
- Terraria: PC
Nowadays, I spend anywhere from hours to WEEKS thinking about a couple of items and what exactly they should do and how, and how well they'd fit in the game. Either I've gotten worse over time, or I'm not cut out for anything more than child's fantasizing, because I've made no progress on ANY older suggestion for almost an entire year, now.
The inevitable realization that only maybe one or two suggestions will ever get in the game really demotivated my younger self, yet I've been going on for years, eating up entire days, weeks, years of my life because I had found this fun at one point, and didn't want to just let it all go to waste.
'Twas a joke, that, since I instead let my reality deteriorate. That, in and of itself, is a long- story; I'll cut it down to this: I forgot about others, proceeded to forget how to properly communicate with others, and, in fear of the realization I was losing the creativity I was so well-known for both here and in reality, cut myself off. I'm now functionally and effectively useless, as I've become socially ed, but kept hiding and pretending on here instead of getting my together.
... All for a bunch of ideas and pixel art that amount to a grand waste of 4 years of my life.
...I don't even remember what I was going to lead into after that, but I do somehow still remember what the point of this was.
I've tried to leave this place multiple times, but came back every time, because I had let my other options die out from neglect. Wrote massive sob stories just like this one, too. But I'm seriously starting to lose it. My mental health's been deteriorating, and I keep falling back into a depressed state whenever I try to break out of my little self-induced "coma". Having spent all my time doing literally nothing but Suggesting and playing video games (no family time, no drawing, no friends; nada), I have nothing that makes me remotely interesting, so making friends is outright impossible now. And the worst part; my constant fleeing from problems has led to me being a scared little wuss for literally ANYTHING.
None of this is in ANY way due to anything on here directly; it's all my dumb having tried to figure out life on its own and failing miserably. But regardless of the cause, I arrive at the same conclusion: I need to leave.
Originally, I was gonna ask you folks if I was wasting my time here, and if so, if I should make my way outta here permanently, but after realizing that I'm forgetting the things I want to say as I type, I figured that I shouldn't be asking you questions if my stupid ing brain can't even remember its own dilemma. So there. I'm leaving. And if I'm stupid lucky, I won't come back a third (fourth?) time, looking like a ing dumb all the while.
I'VE DECIDED TO START LIVIN' MY LIFE, AND IT SURE AIN'T GONNA BE WITH A BUNCHA PIXELS.
I'm sorry I couldn't condense this essay of a sob story down to something more readable; I don't even have the brainpower for that anymore. But no, yeah, bye. If any staff can do this, I ask one of you to just ban me as soon as you see this to ensure I don't have anything to come back to. I don't think you folks do that, though, and I'm not stupid enough to purposely break the rules, even IF I'm departing.
[You have been watching: "Bryan Talks to Himself for About Thirty Minutes and Then Seriously Debates Deleting This Whole Thing Out of Embarassment".]
Hey hey, the name's Bry! I'm a teen who likes art and burning himself out every couple of months, evidently.
What I'm the most well-known on here for is my pixel art, but I also draw on paper a lot, and I'm a fan of music! Video games are also kind of an obvious one, seeing I'm on a forum for a video game.
I'm... a little less than confident in the stuff I do, but I still try, unsure of what my motivation actually is. I'm SUPER not good when it comes to talking to people, since I've been living under a rock my whole damned life and don't know anything about anything; that, and I'm just awkward. If it takes me a weirdly long time to respond to something, it's probably because I'm trying my god damned hardest to come up with something to say, or I'm just debating the best way to phrase something (unless I specify a reason, like I was busy or somethin').
Regardless, I hope I can provide some sort of entertainment for you folks via my Suggestions, because my attempts at socializing sure won't.
SignatureI draw stuff. Wanna see that stuff?
Bry's Art Space!
I also make Suggestions, if that piques your interest (This is where all the sprites are):
Turrets and Traps! (WIP)|More Traps!|Not a Normal Kind of Rain Suggestion!|Power Equipment!|Jungle + Hallow Consolation!|The Spooky Legion!|The Christmas Expansion - Now with a more competent Frost Legion!|Throwin' the Better Gear into Terraria!|Elemental Equipment!|The Galaxians!|The United States of Planterica!|More Shadowflame Items!|Re-using Old-Gen Console Content + new things!|Makin' Hell a Little More Lively!|Love for the Ice Golem!|Debuff Overhaul!| Coming soon... eventually!
The Crystalline Elemental|Hardmode Shark Tooth Necklaces|I dunno if I'm gonna do more of these... Wait and see, I guess.
Suggestions I helped (Much... lower quality sprites on my part):
Finich's cooking suggestion! | An Original Name's Hell Suggestion!| SnailsAttack's Party Sparkler! | VoidTex's Lunar-inspired Mini-biomes! | More Hats, courtesy of ImmortalWisp!